Faker..

i'm a faker right?
i think i'm a faker...
a terrible faker..
AAAHHHH...what the mood is this... =_=
what has cause this thought in my brain?? oh sh!t...><
almost drive me mad!! /.\

Emo emo emo =_=

Haiz...im think too much & put myself into trouble... /.\
WHY WHY WHY ???!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH~~~!!
This feeling drive me mad!!

is it i think too much ??
i felt that i really think too much... =_=
how to stop my stupid brain from keep on thinking rubbish ??
AAIIIYYYEERRRRR~~

Irritation... x(

I'm so sick of this feeling..

get irritating by no reason.. =_=

what's wrong with me ??

There's a lot of feeling i wish to vent out..

but i don't know how to speak it out or express them out..

& slowly i get used to swallow all those sickening feelings..

& actually this is the way i hate the most..

but there comes a contradiction..

&..i think is a lot of contradiction(s)../.\

or..is it i think too much ?

HAIYEERRR... >_<

U JERK~!!!

i'm a bad & lousy person...
as a friend...
as a family member...
im suck at all...
U JERK~!!

What's wrong with me? o_0

i become more greedy & greedy...
wat's go wrong with me~??!!!
i expect more & more from u....
& i know actually u can't give me more than that...
why i'm still hoping?
& as more expectation as more disappointment coming in...
& i scared of facing the problem...
HEY!! WHAT A COWARD U ARE ?!

SORRY...

i'm a very bad-temper person...
i lose control of my temper...
what's wrong with me ?!
i hate this kind of me~!!
i'm very sorry...
i should give myself a big big punch~!!

I'm DOWN...

Graduation is around the corner...
my A-level course gonna end soon....
i'm gonna enter UNIVERSITY !!!
everything is come SO FAST...
i'm NOT PREPARED YET MAN!!
i still wish to be like a secondary school student...
or an a-level student in RC as well...
i'm scared to face the problem...
i'm scared of facing the reality of society,
scared of changes...
well...stop thinking of dark side & think of the bright side~!!
i'm gonna PLAY AROUND in this coming June~
PLAY GAO GAO~XD
& settle down to look for part time~
& think off seriously what i'm gonna to study & to do next...
lastly...OH MY DEAREST FRIENDS!!!
I'M GONNA MISS ALL OF U~!!! ARH~~~~~ T_T